+ livin in dreamland +

2005-11-23T00:32:00.001+08:00

finally! i'm shifting to here.

okay why am i shifting? i guess blogger is a place to share ALL your views, and i decided not to do that. i can post my entries as friends only or private, so no one will run home crying to mummy and complain about what i've said. sounds familiar to you? hah, it's you then.

yes, i'm still as mean as ever. not happy is it. your problem then.

if i know you well i'll of course add you as a friend. but first you must have an account la.

away from all those unhappy memories.

2005-11-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

2005-11-19T21:18:00.000+08:00

okay. so i just spent 50bucks by sitting in front of the computer.

2005-11-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

i know i sound like a complain queen. i am! kfc has been my victim before. who ask them to give me a dripping-with-blood chicken. and 2 free meals wont cost them much anyway.

but this time HK$3800 is concerned. utterly disgusting.

my uncle came this afternoon, passing us a DVD cam from his brother whom visited hk few months back. my dad 'looked after' him at that time, so i guess he bought the dv cam to thank us. the box was like er... some plain, normal box with the letter DV on it. and damn, that thing looked SO REAL, just like any other DV cam. but somehow the brand Fujila puzzled me. curious, i went on yahoo to search for the brand.

man, i can scold a chain of vulgarities at this moment, better than the guy in the short movie '15'. whatever, if you have yet to hear that movie before.

i found this angmoh website about HK rip-offs, specially at Nathan Road. so where the hell is Nathan Road? actually i dont know either =x hey i have yet to go out on my own in hk, i was still small back then. and there is not as safe as singapore, where you can just throw your kids at the playground and play mahjong somewhere else. so many freaking people kena tricked by that stupid brand Fujila, and most of them went back to their respective countries before they could actually so a refund or lodge a complain. out of so many comments, only one person managed to exchange for a genuine Fuji camera for that lousy mousey FujiLA DVD camcorder. people complained that the LCD is either spoilt or sucked, they were being charged for like more than 3 times of the original price, and the list goes on. all in Nathan Road. immediately i knew that my uncle was being conned, as he was nearly cheated by a chinese medicine store when he was back there. that seller probably told him that Fuji changed it name or something. HK$3800 is not a small sum! if you convert it back to SDG, it's probably like, S$750. i can buy a LV wallet with that! (i want the white with colours one HAHAHAHA) luckily he left a receipt, that's how i found out about the price. on top of the receipt wrote the name of the shop, as well as the address WHICH SAYS NATHAN ROAD. goddamnit, cant humans be a bit more innocent.

i'm going to leave the cam untouched, except for a few fingerprints i made on it before i found out the truth. i'll probably slap his face with the receipt. what i'm worried about is that the cam is bought in august, what if he came out with some fucking excuse about 'oh you have to get a refund within 1hour' or whatever shit. then i'll probably use the hk customer service website i found just now. these people ought to be shot.

ya la ya la, after these 2 entries you might think that i'm a bitch who loves to complain. YES I AM. wasting water THAT MUCH and cheating people's BIG MONEY is unforgivable. just like shooting others with vulgarities, right you bastard?

i bet i can write like 10 more paragraphs. but i realised that my physics of fluids is still waiting for me. sigh.

2005-11-11T16:33:00.000+08:00

walking home from tm just now, i pass the neighbour block. a water hose was lying on the ground, water gushed out like nobody's business. then i saw this man wearing boots talking on his handphone happily.

ha. so he left the hose on and went on with his phone chat?

my mum wanted to call the town council to complain, but we couldnt find the number. like, what? water is free is it. we kept on walking, cursing him all the way.

and i dont know what got into me, i walked back and confronted the man =x

'excuse me is that yours. you dont waste water can.'
'asdskgjfhdlgjfhdlgkjdxflghkdfjhgkldfgjfd'

i dont know what the fuck he said, probably just some excuse. then he went on to talk on his phone. i wanted very much to pick up the hose and splash the water on him, but i dont feel like dying in the midst of my As. so i just walked back.

before me many people walked past him and the hose. and everyone just looked at the hose, and the man, and walked away. ha, so much for saving water in singapore. i bet the amount of water he wasted can bathe more than 1000 households. if he cant stop the water why cant he just wash a few more blocks. helping others to wash their cars or whatever is better than wasting water.

and we thought by hiring people from developing countries to so such job we'll save more money.

2005-10-31T19:49:00.000+08:00

牛顿的第一运动定律：动者能动；静者能静

2005-10-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

the sprees are SO DAMN TEMPTING.
dammit.

2005-10-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

天，又下雨了。
抬头望着那深紫色的天空，不禁觉得世界末日就要来临了。
救命啊~~
雷声一阵阵地响起，闪电不断地到来，
仿佛是老天爷要传达某一种讯息给我们。

窗关了，外面变得漆黑一片，
只能听见雷公不停地在抱怨。。。
救命啊~~

2005-10-25T20:29:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going to fall sick soon. but it's better to fall sick during As.

2005-10-23T19:42:00.000+08:00

请念以下句子：
官方网站绽放万丈光芒

翁清海的头发粉好看~~

2005-10-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

finally. wang zi bian qing wa is finished! for me la, channel u still have a long way to go.

my sis and i came to a conclusion during dinner that we're not short of money. but we love money. hahaha.

2005-10-19T11:58:00.000+08:00

石欣卉和何维建签约了！！
顺带一提，陈家欣参加了香港的歌唱比赛也获得第二。 YEAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hahaha.

2005-10-18T17:21:00.000+08:00

天，又下雨了。

我的草莓也吃完了。

也许现在，在世界的每一个角落，许多人正在等待另一个门的开启。他们没有发现开的竟然是一扇窗。就因此错过了机会。

and i seriously think that yanteck is gay. ahaha.

2005-10-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

莫等闲
白了少年头
空悲切

2005-10-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

i used to think that ns men are very old.

but that was during sec school la.

and now, seeing all the guys receiving their enlistment date.. i cant believe that i'm that old already! it's time for us to make our own decisions, take care of ourselves at all times, have mature thinking.

aww.

2005-10-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

today's our last official school day. the programme was quite funny, except for the few irritating and attention-seeking people behind. and poor mr choong kena sabo-ed.. haha. and why must they take photo at the slanted surface!?!?!? lucky i didnt fall flat on my face. it'll be the biggest joke of the century if it happen.

and he showed us his wife's pictures during lunch! he's so damn lucky to have such a pretty wife. that's why people always say pretty girls usually will not end up with handsome men =x HAHAHA okay la kidding la.

s11 is a very fun class, with all types of people inside. be it happy or unhappy memories, i'll treasure them all (okay la maybe i'll take out some of the bad ones). although there were many free periods and lots of procastination, at least we're all mugging hard for As now. hope there're still enough time! (there will be more time if i go and mug now instead of blogging here haha)

as for my previous class s16 during 1st 3 months, it was a fun class too! but i cant imagine myself taking phy econs maths at all. i'll probably get F for econs. i simply suck at it. i hate econs.

and cheryl gave me a big cushion with words for graduation gift! as well as hx's postcard! oh well.. i'm not that kind that will make gifts. but i'm of course honoured to receive them haha. okay la, imagine that i give you something can le =x

i wonder.. what will our reaction be when we come back next year for our results.

--------------------------------------------

hiccupping badly. urgh.

laughed soooo loudy during dinner. HAHAHA. my brother showed us his work, and he told us what his friends wrote:
correct ans: 工人在公园里拔草。
they're supposed to write the word with hanyupinyin ba2 cao3
and his friend wrote: 工人在公园里拔菜。

okay. since when do we have vegetables in the park -_-

and another one! done by my clever brother.
those type of 重组句子。 supposed to be 我家的猫，and he happily wrote 我的家猫 -_- what the hell!! it's not like 我的家母 or something like that. tsk tsk hahaha.

okay, whatever. just that there are too many out there who's thinking too highly of themselves. tsk.

2005-10-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

i'm going mad.

i cant run anymore. very fat. screwup in studies.

the worst thing you can have is not retain; but a result that is not bad enough to retain yet not good enough to get an admission to any of the universities.

whatever.

我要抓狂了~~

2005-10-11T12:18:00.000+08:00

my knees are dying. they are falling apart.

2005-10-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

7朵花 - 我只想要
怎么说忘就忘记这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣不想再为了你伤心这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰

承诺变悲哀悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是你因为你不在我好想抱着你诉苦却显得好无助
无助的让人想痛哭

我只想要和你在一起
朝着幸福走去像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃说你忘记
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你却又慢慢想起你

我想这一定是报应都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回的离去
黄色丝巾是想念在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡

this is the song that keeps haunting me recently haha.

2005-10-09T12:28:00.000+08:00

so i happily removed all the microsoft games from my computer.

so what the hell am i supposed to do when i'm on phone?!!?!??!?!?!?!?

胖死我算了 *嚎啕大哭*

2005-10-08T00:00:00.000+08:00

i better blog before my com crash. haha.

had fun today! conveniently avoided the movie 'land of the dead' in the afternoon. but i watched lilo and stitch 2! stitch looks cute with its mouth closed. okay la, i dont really watch cartoons. but lilo and stitch is nice. i still remember watching 1 during sec... 3 or 4. and.. haha.

and dont ever run for too long on treadmill in gym. the aircon make until my nose so suan sia. but okay la, a while only.

celebrated jiahua's birthday at daniel's house. and i didnt know bengawan solo's pandan cake is so nice~ and we were laughing so hard just before we left his house. HAHAHA =x

let's just hope all of us get decent grades to carry on onto uni.

2005-10-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

all thanks to my bro's com, i can save all my files. wheeee~

2005-10-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

心里有一种莫名的自high感。活到这么大，还是头一次觉得自己的GP还有救。
我是天才~~~~ 哎哟，见鬼了。

2005-10-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

呵呵呵~ 太好了。终于可以用华文blog了！

贺小美的见面会在J8，郁闷~~
可是想一想，他不会跳舞，讲话黏在一起，是个超级无敌大音痴。。
所以说，上天还是公平的。哈哈

不打中文字还好，打了才发现自己的汉语拼音变多糟>.<

2005-10-04T18:01:00.000+08:00

finally. everything's settled.
EXCEPT for my anti-virus. it's not listening to me!
but the good thing is i can install chinese software this time round! yay.
and guess what. i took 4 hours to system restore in the morning. haha.

and the virus came back just now, but was deleted this time.
wah.. i tell you the person whom invented that stupid trojan better i'm so going to screw him/her upside down if i get to see him/her. but i know i wont so hahahahaha.

2005-10-03T16:56:00.000+08:00

now who the fuck invented virus. and it must be those the moment you on your com it'll be running that type so that we cannot delete. hope you kena run down by car, choke by fish bones, kena chase by dogs, tear into half by cannibals, trip whenever you walk, stab by countless knives.

2005-10-02T11:55:00.000+08:00

we are like farmers, waiting for the rain to arrive. HAHAHA.

2005-09-29T20:09:00.000+08:00

i hereby officially announce that i cant climb for nuts.

okay i attempted. all i did was scratching the wall HAHAHA. the creak creak sound reminded me that my nails are long. very, in fact. and after 1 round on the overhang.. i felt like dying. literally. where the hell are all the jugs on the boulder walls?!!???!??!

and i can only do like, a 45-degree pull up? hahaha. and i thought why my fingers smelt bad just now. the smell came from the tiles -_-

2005-09-29T15:37:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. i lost my chem data booklet.

2005-09-25T23:37:00.000+08:00

同恩 - 昨天我十五岁

I'm just a kid a love is nightmare....

昨天我十五岁你说我像含苞的蔷薇
我猜那句是赞美有个性又女人味

今天我十六岁我一个人过生日派对
我哭着想那辞汇原来你是想离别

为了你我不顾妈妈反对
我相信爱会给人智慧
当眼泪不自觉地往下坠
你像陌生人离开座位

我开始飞飞飞像疯子追追追
认知中的世界全都是错觉
心里的音乐全站起来伤悲

我不停追追追空洞地飞飞飞
这是我第一次碰触到心碎
我头也不回不想向谁下跪

骄傲的十六岁还是要找妈妈的安慰
但我展不开双臂只是想露出疲惫
爱情的第一页绝对不是人生的收尾
我按下家里门铃妈的生气要面对

为了你我不顾妈妈反对
我相信爱会给人智慧
当眼泪不自觉地往下坠
你像陌生人离开座位

我开始飞飞飞像疯子追追追
认知中的世界全都是错觉
心里的音乐全站起来伤悲

我不停追追追空洞地飞飞飞
这是我第一次碰触到心碎
我头也不回不想向谁下跪

昨天我十五岁你说我像含苞的蔷薇
今天我十六岁我一个人过生日派对

And today I'm sixteen....

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okay la i'm not that young.

2005-09-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

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if you can understand this good for you

2005-09-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

i can imagine dragging myself to school, blindfold myself in order not to look at any papers. can someone please burn them?

i thought teachers are supposed to be encouraging. does critisizing helps in the reverse psychology way? so far i dont see any results la =x but i guess being encouraging will have the same results anyway.

and i stilll cant imagine myself being so late just now. must be that turtle spreads her virus to me. haha.

urgh i'm dreading tomorrow, which is half an hour later.

2005-09-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

i nearly sat down to watch wang zi bian qing wa. but wait! i think i'm on the later episodes. watch again for what?

and i nearly lost my way in my neighbourhood just now -_- hahaha. i really never see those places before leh.

and i think.. i screwed up my chem. 'your papers were not fantastic' AHHHH. i think i better go commit suicide first.

2005-09-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

exams are over. but i'm gone-ed. i think i wont survive next week AHHH.

i feel like lazing at home for the whole day doing nothing, or maybe play the gameboy/computer/ps/piano whatever. but that might be too boring haha. anyone wants to hit the gym?

okay, i might a bit too lazy to do so =x

maybe i can close all the doors and windows when my mum and bro's out, and pretend that i'm holding a concert HAHAHA. *sank you, sank you* that's how taiwan artiste say thank you. oh what the hell am i talking about? -_-

looking at cheryl's camera just now, i saw her future sister-in-law again. everytime i see her in person or in photo i'll have a big shock. oh well.. you'll get what i mean if you see her. oh nono, she's very pretty of course. just that.. her features are a bit too similar to someone else's.

although prelims are over, i dont feel any sense of relief. the papers told me how lazy and how little knowledge i have to the subjects i take.

i think my dad cant wait to throw me to aussie. but i guess i wont be able to go over *wails*

2005-09-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

*dong dong dong dong dong chiangggggggggg*
zhong qiu jie kuai le!! hahahaha.

i think i'm going to throw up anytime. i ate a beef lasagna, my dad's pork ribs, my bro's pork chop, my sis's soup, some bread and my lime juice. i'm dying. WAHHHHHHH.

and my calf hurts *wails*

but that guy in cartel is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahahahahahahahaha. he got a mole at his right cheek just like yang chen lin!

2005-09-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

i'm dead i'm dead i'm dead. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

2005-09-16T18:10:00.000+08:00

physics paper 2 fucked me. hahaha.

mr lee is so efficient that he posted the physics paper 1 answers in forum at 9.58am this morning, when our paper supposed to finish at 10am -_- hahaha. and i'm sure SO FREAKING MANY OF US got cheated by qn 3. the last sentence which says what is the distance travelled by the car during the second just before it stops. aiyooo.... tsk tsk.

and i guessed some correctly!! hahaha. but i got a few calculations wrong too. but okay la.. not.. too.. bad.. for p1 haha.

2005-09-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

my brother's going to freeze me to death

during dinner
bro: what's the word with ti zi pang *blahblahblah*
me: it's shou ti pang la!
mum: it's TI SHOU PANG la!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA =x

in my room
bro: you got pencil leed anot
me: huh pencil leed? lead la!
bro: orh. you got pencil lead anot
me: eh yea have.
bro: i also have leh

............................................ *wu yan*

after a while
bro: why a dad gives his son 8 dollars?
me: i dont know leh why
bro: i also dont know

..................WAHHHHHHHHHHHH. so much for topping his class.

2005-09-14T12:02:00.000+08:00

杨丞琳 - 暧昧
暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃连拥抱都没有勇气

只能陪你到这里毕竟有些事不可以
超过了友情还不到爱情远方就要下雨的风景

到底该不该哭泣想太多是我还是你我很不服气也开始怀疑
眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你

暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进何时该放弃连拥抱都没有勇气

暧昧让人变得贪心直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你写不出结局放遗憾的美丽停在这里

2005-09-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

i regretted clicking the 'Start The Test Now' button. i wanted to give up after.. 5 min? hahaha. but saviour to the rescue HAHAHA. and i think half the questions that were right were not done by me =x

i think even if i get full marks for physics p1 and p2 i will only get an E, which is 90/200. which is impossible. i feel like sneaking into the school, break into the staff room and steal all the physics p3 papers. and i think many people will help me kua zui. HAHA.

wah i'm too lazy to blog. but one last thing.

not that i want to comment on any group of people or whatever la. it's just that.. if they dont want others to have any bad assumptions on them, then find a better way to portray themselves in the public la! when i was walking home after school, i passed by the RC below my block. then there was this group of ... people sitting there, suddenly when i walked past them i heard a very loud carghh *pui*.

like what the hell la! that place is not even meant for you and you still spit onto the ground. curse you to step on it when you walk past.

then after that i was walking home again at 6+, there were 2... people walking past me again, and this time i heard spittt. wahlaoooooo. it's so damn unhygienic, rain water cant get into these places to wash your freaking dirty phlegm off the ground. if you want to spit, at least spit somewhere that can be cleaned after rain la. or maybe if you really to, like when you're runnning. wahh.. really.. wah.

i dont dare anyhow talk sia. later i kena charged how =x i didnt name anyone horrrrrrrrrr.

2005-09-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

today is friday.

and i know nothing about everything.

damn. someone please save me.

2005-09-08T18:00:00.000+08:00

fashion disaster: a tight-fit bright green tshirt with tpjc skirt. they just look wrong together.

but i never see the girl in school before. so she will never get to read this haha.

2005-09-07T18:16:00.000+08:00

my brother was fixing some robot from scratch, those pluck-out-from-a-plastic-holder kind. he asked me to fix in the helmet for him, and i saw that little extra plastic thing blocking the way. that plastic thing is the extra thing you'll have after plucking out your parts from the holder. argh, i dont know how to describe, whatever. seeing that small little thing, guess what i did?

i file it off using my nail filer! hahaha.

i think the bugger above is trying to make a hole on his floor and my ceiling.

2 more days till weijian's enlistment day! 3 more to weichoong's! around 1 more month to darryl's!

i sounded like some crazy superstar fan HAHA. no, i'm not. i dont go to autograph sessions [IMM like so freaking FAR]; i didnt go watch the grand finals at the indoor stadium [watching at home is way better]; i made less than 10 calls in total [better than some idiot who spent $50 HAHAHA]; i didnt buy any of their cds [not like daryl who bought 5 dont know for what], and i didnt hire cab to chase them for the whole day [reading the news on the website is way more convenient]. see? i'm not a crazy fan!

i merely track down all their friendster accounts, their bf/gfs' too if there is any; read their blogs; visit all their yahoo groups; read fan club presidents' blog sometimes; read all the superstar news on channel u website from english to chinese version and watch every single clip.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. now i sound like some weird internet geek.

2005-09-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

Christina Aguilera - I Turn To You
When I'm lost, in the rain,
In your eyes I know I'll find the light, to light my way.
When I'm scared, losing ground
When my world is going crazy, you can turn it all around. (yes)

And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top.
You're always there giving me all you've got.

For a shield from the storm
For a friend, for a love
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you.
For the strength to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you. (oooo yeah)

When I lose the will to win,
I just reach to you and I can reach the sky again.
I can do anything,
'Cause your love is so amazing;
'Cause your love inspires me.

And when I need a friend, you're always on my side;
Giving me faith taking me through the night

For a shield (For a shield) from the storm; (from the storm)
For a friend; for a love (for a love to keep me safe and warm)
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you. (I turn to you)
For the strength (for the strength) to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do;
I turn to you. (ooo yeah oohhh)

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
For a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to;(oooooo) (I turn to you oooooo yeah)

For a shield from the storm;
For a friend; for a love (to keep me safe a warm yeah yeah, I turn to you)
To keep me safe and warm,
I turn to you. (I turn to you)
For the strength (for the strength) to be strong;
For the will to carry on;
For everything you do; (everything you do)
For everything that's true;

For everything you do;
For everything that's true,
I turn to you.

*sings sings singssssssssss*

i want to try this in kbox. so sorry but i think i'm going to blast the ears of those
who are going kbox with me after prelims. HAHAHA

2005-09-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

WAHHHHHHHHHHH

i just read ruth from superstar's blog. she commented on the other 23 superstars. here's the part on weijian:
Weijian: The cutest guy around. The kind of guy u'll juz wanna kidnap and bring home to show ur mum. u all shld see the way he eats. he stuffs all the food in his cheeks and chew and...er...like hamster lor. he eats ALOT too. scary man. dunno where all his food go. probably go to his feet=/

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. hahahahaha.

2005-09-04T19:22:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHHHHH.

i'm devastated. haha.

pin guannnnnnnnnnnnnn *on the floor with 1 of my arms stretched out, in addition of a very strong spotlight*

2005-09-03T22:00:00.000+08:00

i just cleared everything i just typed.

after typing out everything, i feel a bit better. do i decided not to post that. it's not some big business anyway.

2005-09-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

there's this superstar-like programme in china called chao ji nu sheng, as in voice that sheng. it's a female singing competition. and i've listened to some of their songs. and i think that they're a lot better than our very own female contestants. i like the runner-up, and watched some of the songs that she sang like pu tong peng you, i believe, forever love, all sang by our contestants too. wah the way she changes to her falsetto and back, it's marvellous. a lot of songs that they sang and our superstars sang are the same. why huh.

but i think they only judge them by their voice. their fashion sense is... bad. but the runner up is so cool! she can sing low, sing high, rap, fast, slow, everything. and she's reminds me of ella. okay la a bit. and she can rap long quan! but i dont know what's going on in that song hahaha.

2005-09-02T15:16:00.000+08:00

my mum took out the frying pan for me to cook my fried rice just now, and the smell of the cooked salmon overwhelmed the whole kitchen. ARGHHHH. the smell is so damn strong and disgusting, even my rice had that smell. yucks. oh yucks YUCKS. sometimes i really wonder why i eat raw salmon but not the cooked one. or put it this way, why i eat raw salmon and not other fish. haha.

mr choong shouldnt have worn this shirt. HAHA =x

2005-09-01T12:15:00.000+08:00

the tpjc.net recreation editor made a big mistake. the photo of the day is a photo of the CO performance, and he/she/they named it 'Band' -_- like, since when there is guzheng in band? or sheng? oh well.. haha. how can i not recognize the sheng. my sis loved blasting it in the house during her years in dhs hahaha. and the sound goes like 'BAH BAH BAH BAHHH BAH BAH BAH'.

2005-09-01T12:05:00.000+08:00

somehow.. i think that weilian will win tonight.

2005-09-01T11:52:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was fun fun funnnnnn.

rayner got thrown into the pool again, the chicken was tasteless [HAHA], those times we had during sec 4: the rubber band incident, that stupid OB-marker mr yue set [and we kept bringing it up haha], and those famous actions and words we used. and even the sec 2 times!

ah some of them went back cchs yesterday, but the school is like soooo farrrrrrrrr. and i still cant believe that miss cheong got married. with.. mr han -_- why him of all people!? =x and i miss miss lai!

and jerry came back! but cho san went back already. and yuna was there! it's been donkey years since i last saw her, the time when i was doing flag day at parkway. ah well.. she's still the same haha.

and poor taikeat and rayner got whacked by all the guys.

and there was this time, when all of us were making so much noise and laughing away, someone at the bbq pit claimed that he saw some eh.. weird stuff or whatever. then morgan said 'dont anyhow say this pool got people drown before'. then everyone went quiet.. and started talking 5s later. hahahaha. but it was a bit eerie la. stupid jeremy went to play dota and didnt want to go home. so loo kit sent me home instead, and luckily there wasnt weird lift incident this time. haha.
and i think i ate too much. my stomach still feels very weird.

2005-08-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

maybe that's what people mean by a part of growing up. and i think i'm thinking too much.

2005-08-30T21:24:00.000+08:00

Twins - 咩世界

边位想要独霸但亦爱唱k吗冒险家多可怕
肯听舒伯特吗我们靠好歌凑大
六岁听约翰唱过理想国十岁听戴伦唱过阔天空
然后有任务反衰老禁狂燥唱游更加好
若我一直唱得好全球可否不变坏
傻瓜着校服受教育警察拉街坊跳舞
有人唱有人笑这样最好愿世界有福无贫穷
如和平还未达到继续请唱好快乐到
魔鬼想放大假日日试唱好吗无声火多可怕
可否低八度吗我们靠好歌凑大
愈发觉世上最美叫恋爱愈发觉世上最怪叫纷争
谁亦有任务反衰老禁狂燥唱游更加好
若我一直唱得好全球可否不变坏
傻瓜着校服受教育警察拉街坊跳舞
有人唱有人笑这样最好愿世界有福无贫穷
如和平还未达到继续请唱好快乐到
若过亿人唱得好全球应该不变坏
除清了病毒及恶毒孔雀拉乌鸦跳舞
有人唱有人笑这样最好就算这理想极长途
如和平还未达到我祈祷

i think.. the lyrics will be a little hard to understand. haha.

2005-08-30T16:06:00.000+08:00

friday will be my last proper school day. after that it will be the prelims, and those only-tutorials days. damn.

i cant believe that time is passing so so SO damn freaking *(%&%*^ fast. i'm so going to screw up my prelims, just like how i did for my mid year haiis. well done linching!

and mr choong treated us to waffles and crepes(whatever the spelling is) after school! and i think the crepes is nicer than the waffles. and mine had hot dogs and onions in it!

today is a very unhealthy day. haha.

and i'm determine to buy that sally hansen nail stengthening thingy to save my nails. and it's hard to type with long nails.

2005-08-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

i dropped a lot of hair just now WAHHHHHHHHHHHH *WAILS* i'm going to be bald soon.

it feels a bit bad to skip school on teachers day celebration to express our gratitude towards our teachers. but it's a waste of time. and i happily agreed to prepare the bbq on wed.. *groans*

it's okay, i'll sit there and wait for food to come to me. and maybe jerry will be a lot fatter than he was in the photo last year HAHA. and rayner will kena thrown into the water again.

2005-08-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

i was watching the latest shi zi lu kou and saw the pair of sneakers makiyo was wearing.

I WANT THAT ONEEEEEEEEEEE.

i cant really figure out what's the brand, but the design and colour is the one i want!!

went to the puma online store and found some really nice sneakers. but why isnt singapore selling? *wails*

the first pair is new arrival, but it's like so nice! but it'll be a bit too er.. weird to go with our uniform. the 2nd pair is nice! but i dont like the front and it's a bit too bright. and the third pair! it's nice la, but i dont like blue hahaha.

damn. i always prefer kids shoes to adults shoes. but the first one is really nice though.

and that citizen watch!! argh i want that. but there's only pink and blue *grr* why no light green. okay i'm a bit too greeny haha.

2005-08-27T16:51:00.000+08:00

i went out on a weekend and now i'm back! a bit early huh.. haha. all thanks to the stupid pair of shoes i was late. grrrrrr. and when i was about to reach the mrt station....

mentos alert!!!

HAHA. okay ignore the previous sentence. if you dont understand it's not meant for you to see =x

and aiya! i wanted to buy kelly's cd today. and I FORGOT. now i'm at home, i'm too lazy to go out again. damn. tomorrow's the last day! and i doubt i'll go out tomorrow. aiyoooooooo. na eh an neh.

2005-08-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHh *ROAR*

2005-08-25T23:24:00.000+08:00

jiaxin is fantastic.

2005-08-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

i cant believe i had that dream.

2005-08-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

omg. did you guys see the pair of shoes quan yifeng wore? it's that oneee!!!!!!!! it costs 50bucks a pair. but it looks a bit.. ermm. hahaha. but it looks not bad on her la.

and weijian/weichoong/junyang/william sang!!!! yay. and jason sounded not bad actually.

2005-08-24T18:26:00.000+08:00

i fell asleep in the library again *shakes head*

while waiting for bus just now, some scenes that i saw:
a pair of year1 couple waiting for bus at the opposite bus stop, the guy's hand on the girl's thigh. tsk tsk.. the bus stop is just outside the school compound!

at the back of the bus stop i was at, a pair of sec sch couple was behind me hugging and doing whatever to each other. hahaha.

here comes the greatest scene of all. 3 army men jogging past the bus stop half naked at the opposite side of the road. got chest muscles and 6-packs leh. HAHAHA.

2005-08-23T21:41:00.000+08:00

spent an hour reading some novel on this website. it is about this ermm.. couple. couple? or maybe not. it's quite long, but kind of interesting. i think the author writes during his free time. but he do sell his books online in singapore. but out of 20 chapters 17 of them are on the webpage -_- then buy for what? but the story is quite nice, read it when you have time and only when you have time. hahaha. it's really too long.

inside the story there are some stuff for us to decode. i was trying to hard to figure out what is that, and turned to yt for help. then when he said what it was ah, wah i felt so damn bloody stupid. hahaha. it's in.. chapter 7. dont think too far. that was what i did =D

i've found a new drama to watch! the lead actress and actor are tao jing ying and fan zhi wei. the story is about some detective company or something like that. the chinese name is zhen tan wu yu i think, but why is the english name called bloodhound? i thought bloodhound is a kind of dog. maybe the seeder put wrongly haha.

i broke my record again and fell asleep during physics. mr hong has this really strong sleeping aura. haha!

2005-08-22T18:53:00.000+08:00

it feels really weird to have shorter hair. okay la my said 'cheh' when she saw my hair. maybe it's not that short, but it feels really short to me!! and hope the bangs stay in their places this time round.

after seeing miss quek i feel like tearing up my essay. haiis.

first thing to do after prelims. kbox!!!!
2nd thing to do. shopping!!

i'm a bit looking forward to the xiao yuan ying yue ri ji on friday. a bit only la, cannot put too much hope. i scared i'll snatch their mike if it's not nice. HAHAHA.

2005-08-21T12:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was.. adventurous.

i wanted to dump my newly bought giordano tshirt into the washing bin. so i happily threw the tshirt while standing outside the toilet. and it landed into a pail full of water -_- so i dashed in, wanting to save it. and somehow, there was a plastic bag below my left foot. and i slid. slid. slid. and the sound i made goes like 'wah. WAh. WAHH'. if i didnt stop myself in time i think my face will ended up smashing into the toilet bowl. stupid plastic bag -_-

later in the middle of the night around 1+, my com went bonkers and i was trying to find the problem. then suddenly pwahwhewkongbing a big cockroach came flying into my room. how can a cockroach fly so high? or why the hell it stops at every floor just to fly up to the higher levels. i didnt have any slippers with me, so i used the cover of a shoe box. it went behind my computer, back and forth, hid beside my desk, behind the curtains. as i wanted to give up, it came out again. and it flewwwwww. and damn it landed at the side of MY BED. and onto my desk. that knnbccb cockroach. my mum woken up by the piak piak piak sound, so i went out to get my bro's slipper [outside very dark la, i humji =x] finally it came out and had a taste of my bro's slipper. YAY.

and my DEAR brother used my com while i was out yesterday, and some trojan virus got into my computer. grrrr.

2005-08-20T22:59:00.000+08:00

m y f e e t a r e d y i n g. . . . . . .

but today was great! shopped with joyce and lizhen. as usual lizhen was lateeeeee. i was on time okay. and we walked from 1230 till.. 9 -_- small breaks in between la. we went from queensway to far east to bugis street to bugis junction. pwah~ so damn tired la. and i couldnt really balance myself on joyce's heels. HAHAHA. and i couldnt find the shoe i want! and the puma shoe didnt have my size *wails* and the cock brand i think is le coq sportif or something like that also dont have my size! 3 pairs altogether *WAILS* maybe i took the guys shoes haha.

and they both bought that type of top that i want -_- and i didnt get that jeans joyce bought in bugis street. and i didnt find any pouch for my ipod. and i didnt buy any sneakers. WAHHHHHHH.
but i bought a lot of rubbish instead. biotherm concealer [damn ex la], a pair of cute shoes, 2 pairs of earrings, and a bottle of lotion. and ate a lot of unhealthy food haiis. but i like the stuff i bought. so... not so bad la.

the stuffed pasta at pastamania is nice. but there's no meat inside. oh xp you wont want to eat haha.

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. damn sad one leh =( no time to hunt for clothes already. but i know hk is full of those tops that i want. but by the time i go back.. i think i'll only be able to get thick thick long sleeve tops haha.

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i saw this joke on tpjc.net:

Why was Phillip's girlfriend annoyed?

Coz she found out that Phillips 24 inch was a TV.

ermm. is everyone thinking what i'm thinking? but how can tpjc post this type of joke sia. hahaha.

2005-08-20T10:39:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the 'wayne' junyang was mentioning during the results show on thursday is actually JJ lin jun jie!!!!!!! now then i remember, yea, JJ's christian name is wayne.

maybe i should start supporting junyang now too. HAHA. or why not they sing some songs together?

oh no. i'm going to be late.

2005-08-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

wah. an hour on phone makes me a bit.. chi dun. and i'm so not used to talk on phone. it's been 34536457 years since i last had a long chat. haha.

anyway, happy 18th birthday my dear geraldine!!! i'm so fortunate and honoured to have such a wonderful friend like you, and all our memories: the literature play, our days at parkway during sec 1, tampines mall during sec 2, at bedok 'qu na li chi shen me' days during sec 3 and 4. together with qun of course! thanks for lending me a listening ear when i'm feeling down [eh seldom okay xD], and never fails to stay cheerful. hope you and alex will be happy together, but meanwhile dont forget about qun and i! =)

oh wait. maybe i should give her a testimonial instead. i think she wont get to see this. HAHA.

and that turtle didnt reply my sms -_-

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finally! the handover ceremony. we officially stepped down today! yay. and my jobs are over: yearbook writeups, marking attendance *groans*, plan this plan that yada yada. now clara will be the one doing all the shit work. yay =x HAHA. but i'm happy that she's taking over me. i missed mr norman so much! and he might be leaving.. *wails* and mrs lim will be leaving too. *WAILS* just like chung cheng, nearly all the teachers are gone. a bit no point in going back there =(

they were having level 2 lesson today, and had to absail down the first wall. we did that last year, and it was funnnnnn. after the handover i went back up to the library, and chose the seat which had the view of the roof of the first wall. mr norman and 2 students will be there getting ready to absail down. the library had that type of window whereby others cannot look inside unless they look really closely. and i had fun looking at them! i tell you ah, nearly all the girls looked at the window to see their own reflection. but many saw me too. hahaha. jiahua was looking at himself when he did pullup at the top -_- for WHAT!? hahaha. there was this time i was looking at stephanie absailing down, so i went very closely into the mirror. and at the same time jiahua was trying to look into the library. and he got the biggest shock of his life. HAHAHAHAHA. oh well.. how i know he was going to look inside at that time. but it was damn funny.

and joyce was screaming so loud that i think that it can be heard by that whole section of the library. haha. and where got people try absailing for fun and cry in the end one -_-

looking at the boulder jug route i feel like trying. but.. after prelims la. my nails are long, and i dont feel like cutting. haha.

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where got people sms others asking about shit one?!?! eh hx not my fault hor. you want you can blame that you-know-who =D

i still cant find the song liu xing shen ling yu. anyone has it?

2005-08-19T00:22:00.000+08:00

yay. kelly won!
but boo, junyang lost.

mediacorp really need money THAT badly meh. i mean, i dont see the reason why jy lost la. yea, they can make BIG money from the cds. argh. this sucks.

but i have to admit, xinhui has good sportsmanship. and she slimmed down so much!!!! wow.

and ah, i thought dawn yip told the i weekly reporter that she came from an english educated family? so why she could not pronounce 'mariah carey' properly -_- AND fang zhong hua. he didnt even realise his mistake. it's nan du hen gao, not gao du hen nan ---___---

not bad not bad. i didnt waste my time waking up in the middle of the night to watch this.

2005-08-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

i went to play the piano just now.

OMG! atrocious.. atrocious. i think i downgrade to.. grade 4? okay la 5 =x the marriage d'armour [or something like that haha] sounds bad. gu dan bei ban qiu sounded like some... broken radio. HAHA.

what happened to my eyesssssssssssssss.

2005-08-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

i think... weilian's going to gain a lot of sympathy votes tonight. after quan yifeng's comment on he calling the director to apologize for his disability after the results show last thursday.

oh welllll. whatever la.

and i saw that jyfc girl again! i saw her in civic plaza last sunday, and i thought that she looked familiar. then i saw her again beside macy. i think she was from tpjc during first three months, if i'm not wrong. hmmm.

and all the superstars were there!! and silver was sitting with darryl, while sandra was sitting with raymond!!! and poor hagen was stranded at the other side with chanel and sugianto at his sides. and i didnt notice that weichoong has a small mouth!! [they only show their mouths when the judges were giving their opinions -_-] and ruth doesnt look fat at all! and weijiannnnnnnnnn. i saw the letter he wrote to djeirainc. ah well.. typical handwriting of a guy, or maybe better. haha.

i'm not supporting any male contestants, all 3 of them are out of the competitions!!! just hope kelly can pull through this round. but she scored lower than xinhui for ALL 3 ROUNDS. how can that beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. argh.

and there's this guy on tpjc forum that's like totally insensitive, saying something like 'let's condemn the blind' or something like that. so rude la. if he's so great why didnt he join. this type of people, yucks. why cant he phrase it in a nicer way. we dont just condemn anyone, do we?

and the napfa issue is growing hot. there were only 1 reply when i saw at 6+. now it has grown to 30++! wow.

something's wrong with me. pimples started coming out like nobody's business. there's..... 14 of them in 2 days!!! 14 of them migrate to my face in 48 hours. OMG. wtf?!?!?!?!!? luckily they're not THAT obvious.

so everyone, please stand 1m away from me for the rest of the week. hahahahaha.

and i think i have sufficient sleep every night. but my dark circle is so damn freaking big. and dark [duh, if not white meh xD]. it's like i didnt sleep for 1 week. WAHHHHHHH.

and my eyes still hurt =( but the headaches are gone!

my com gave me problems again. then i realised i've been installing the wrong graphic driver all the while. ARGH.

so now.. i hope it's okay. haha.

2005-08-17T07:03:00.000+08:00

the superstar forum says that xinhui got higher score for kelly for both 3 songs. and i think the info should be quite reliable ba.

WAH! how can it be? why like that one. but if xinhui really gets into the grand finals, confirm plus gaurantee with chop and signature that junyang will win in the grand finals. i think.

i mean, logically speaking and thinking, i dont think the organisers want people to say that singaporeans have no talent and that's why they let a malaysian win the contest. nor kena blasted by people saying that it's a project superstar. superstar leh.

oh no look at the time. time to get going.

2005-08-16T20:10:00.000+08:00

been having on-off headaches since yesterday night. when i crawled out of bed to watch the person eat 100 char siew baos in 12min, WAH my head felt like it was going to explode. then i staggered back onto the bed.

and my eyes feel so swollen the whole day! regretted wearing contacts. and i nearly tore my head apart to spare myself from the headaches.

and it's coming back! argh.

my com died on me few days back. the graphic card's not working! but i installed the new graphic driver. and the colour is back! i was using the 4 colour screen yesterday -_-

i had this really weird illusion just now! i was standing at the bus stop, waiting for the bus. i thought i was drizzling as i thought i saw the rain when i looked at some tree. but it was not raining!! and it happened again. and again. and again.

eek!

2005-08-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

looking at the superstar latest news...............

i saw half my head on it.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

but no one will recognise one la. it's really half a head and surrounded by many other people.

2005-08-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

ah, time to blog.

yesterday: went kbox with ger and qun! to celebrate ger's bday in advance. we planned to meet at 12, and qun and i reached at 1210 on the same train. and guess what? ger reached at 140! wow! hahaha. oh well.. as usual.

qun and i were walking to the ngee ann city to see if the 4 superstar finalists were there. there was this safra thingy going on. and mr norman was there! attending the safra membership booth. oh well.. that might be one of the last few times i'll be seeing him *wails*

and there! the superstars were there la. but there wasnt any advertising on tv, so very little people were there. i think because of the limited space there ba. and their makeup were like, 1inch thick. okay la i'm exaggerating. but we were so near the stage, it was really damn obvious la. and xinhui is quite pretty, really. but she was down with a sore throat! bet it's going to affect her performance the next round. and the fans of this particular finalist.. SO NOISY. noisy as in not the screaming type. they were like 'eh xxx look here! look here!'. and cheering some stuff while that person's talking -_- you think that person so free as to look at you the whole time is it. sheeshhhhhhh. imagine whacking the back of their heads and the whole makeup drops out =x

and our 5hours singing session!! it was really not enough. definitely not enough. we still had 6 pages of awaiting songs when time was up. and we were using our head voices! HAHAHA. and pushed our voices down, out of the nose range. and must have groove. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. and i have a habit of moving my free hand while singing. hahaha. but it'll be awkward if the other hand's not moving! oh welllllllll.

and i was surprised! they do know a lot of old songs. like 'qia si ni de wen rou'. eh it's nice okay. and 'ji gi sio ho sua'. heh go figure out. i think i was a bit too mad =x wah i cant wait for the next kbox session =)))))))))))))))

and our neoprint!! wah it was a waste of money. we were happily choosing the pose we want when we saw the time turned 0. we only chose 1 pose!!! so the whole neoprint's filled with that pose -_- like ben dan la. hahaha.

ger's mum had to spoil our plans by asking her back for dinner. always like that one lehhh. grrr.

today: nothing really happened. we learnt the 'reach out for the skies' dance!! as in the whole dance! and some hiphop dance too. eh fun okay. must gan gan tiao ma.. yeaaaaaa. hahaha.

nothing much after that la. but i have something to say. i think it's bad to influence others with your own thinking when the things you say are not even true! do you know how much damage will it lead to? when you yourself are not very good. urgh. this is bad.

maybe it has something to do with horoscopes. HAHA.

wah i tell you. on the way home the tvmobile was showing the results for project superstar!!!!!!!!!! i want to hear weijian sing on that day so so SO much. but weilian talked first. and when i was about to get down, it was weijian's turn to speak.

................... like wth la. ARGH. that person better upload that show. although weijian and weilian only differs by a letter, i still prefer to hear weijian's voice. hahaha.

and lucky yt was beside me. if not others feel be staring at me, thinking that that siao zabor is squeaking to herself. HAHAHA.

now i'm trying to psycho my mum to go kbox together the next time my dad comes. they can sing their 'xuan ze' together. hahaha. or 'zai yu zhonggggggg wo song guo niiiiiiii' =x and my dad can sing 'dong fang zhi zhu' with me!! haha.

i think i'm getting a bit mad. hmm yea.

2005-08-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

kbox! yayyyyy. hahaha.

sian i dont really feel like blogging. and i forgot what i wanted to say AGAIN -_-

but know i keep having weird dreams lately.

2005-08-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

黄品冠 - 后来的我们

越过那条长街再转弯
那是以前我常来的地方
谁还传言和感情的窗
你一直希望对面是一片海洋
后来听说你一直想搬
太多寂寞在屋里一直烧不完
在别人面前我们总显得大方
说还是朋友或许只是一个假象
后来的我们一直都遇不上
仿佛都在避开某一些地方
在人群中都走得特别匆忙
怕一不小心就认出对方
后来的我们又被谁而遇上
忍痛许久的伤终于能原谅
才明白眼泪只是一种行囊
而我们都是彼此幸福的转站
也许在某一天某个街上
无意中擦肩认出对方
我们只需自然
不会有人看穿
怕一不小心就会认出对方

2005-08-13T10:47:00.000+08:00

my com has been giving me problem again, so i've transferred everything to my ipod just in case.

looking in my folders to see if there was any jian bu de guang's stuff, then i came across this photo. i totally forgotten about that photo's existence! but still, i dont think i want to keep that.

and i deleted it. so i guess that photo will never appear in this world again. yay.

now there's another problem. how to upload photos from different folders onto the ipod? argh.

2005-08-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

oh now i remember.

DAMMIT! i want to weijian's hen xiang ni. argh. i totally forgotten about the results show and happily went to sleep. but it's not like i'll stay up and watch la. that person better upload this episode. ARGH. qi si wo le. and i thought junyang and weijian will get to fight against each other during next round =(

but it's okay, at least kelly's still around. and their winning or losing wont get us an A for As or whatever. haha.

oh but.. argh. WAHHHHHHH. i want to hear him sing that song!

2005-08-12T22:59:00.000+08:00

i think i opened my eyes too big, my left eye contact dropped out when i was waiting for bus home.

just when i took the contact out, the bus came -_- i was so scared that the contact will dry up in the aircon. so the clever me put the contact in my water bottle cap till i reach home. yay. hahaha.

i forgot what i wanted to blog again -_-

2005-08-11T19:29:00.000+08:00

i'm hungry!

i forgot what i wanted to say =x

and i didnt know why i shouted during physics tutorial. it was only thunder! i think it's because it interrupted me in a very err.... loud way while i was talking. hahaha.

2005-08-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

哪些食品會使皮膚變白？
維生素C能中斷黑色素生成的過程，可阻止已生成的多巴氨進一步氧化而被還原為多巴，並能降低血清銅氧化脢含量，影響酪氨酸梅的活性，從而干擾黑色素的生物合成，如果想使皮膚白皙時，不妨多吃些富含維生素C的食物，如番茄、橙子、檸檬、山楂、柑桔等。維生素C可以使皮膚減少黑色素沈著、減退以至去除皮膚的黑斑和雀斑，加快皮膚的還原變白；同時不宜過量飲用咖啡或太濃的咖啡，否則皮膚也容易變黑。

zun boooooooo. next time you'll see me swallowing lots of tomatoes and lemons. or bottles of pills. HAHA.

2005-08-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

i want the Louis Vuitton Monogram Canvas Multicolour White Alma Handbag!!!! it's like so freaking knn nice. hahahaha. and the cherry bag is assssssssssssssss nice.

okay stop dreaming.

and yay i know the dance steps to reach out for the skies!! hahaha.

and holiday mood is back. with all the going out and stuff. and i thought i have a lot of money! it'll be gone after this week =( but for a good purpose! =)

that weakling is down with dengue fever =x need to dig some time out to visit her. and back to that hospital that i frequent few months back. eeeeeewwww.

and weijian got he lowest this week =( okay i'm quite sure that i didnt receive wrong info this week, but it's a bad news though. and just as i thought, guan huai fang shi's not the song for a competition. weilian got the highest! but oh well.. i really think it's time for him to be eliminated. after all, it's project superstar. i think it'll be a better show if junyang and weijian were to fight against each other next week.

and in some forum it says that jason's not talking about weijian being dua pai! yay. but the internet is so unreliable. but well.. it's not as if i'll grow wings or whatever once they become superstars or got eliminated =x

2005-08-08T22:51:00.000+08:00

was actually a proper conversation with my brother during dinner. wow! because my mum went to watch tv and i didnt allow him to bring his food to the living room with her =D

and we started talking about national day songs. and we sang alouddddddddddddd =D then he act dua pai dont want teach me the reach out for the skies dance steps.

15min later he came to my room and asked if i wanted to learn -_- oh well.. kids. hahaha.

but i was too absorbed in my 2 drama shows. and now he's asleep. damn.

2005-08-08T19:18:00.000+08:00

徐若瑄 - 面具

你戴着善良的面具
老是哭哭又啼啼
会引起所有人的同情
手上的汽球明明五颗
你说你有八颗他们也都会相信
你带上坏人的面具
老是恶言又恶语
会引起所有人讨厌你
你说的再怎么有诚意也没人会相信
ba～魔术师带着小丑演戏
ba～变来变去都只是游戏
ba~无所谓只要观众尽兴
lala ba～魔术师带着小丑演戏
ba～说来说去都只是游戏
ba~回家后再想两个美局
ba~恢复真实的自己不是你们想象歹势

一切都是假象
不是你们想象无所谓真假
社会本来就是这样
被误会又怎样被相信又怎样
玩不起这游戏的人就请靠边站
狗狗嗅觉非常灵敏可以闻到很多东西
却又色盲黑白分辨不清观众也就跟着相信
最重要的是对的起自己不变的道理
高手过招是带着面具谁能博得同情谁赢
我回家去打作去修身养性
沉默的人最聪明不做无聊的回忆
歹势歹势
ba～壹周刊带着苹果演戏
ba～变来变去都只是游戏
ba~无所谓只要观众尽兴
la-la苹果 ba～壹周刊带着苹果游戏
ba～有时候你们不够小心
ba～其实我都已经看到你
ba～只是不想揭穿你害你没有业绩业绩

你戴着善良的面具
老是哭哭又啼啼
会引起所有人的同情
手上的汽球明明五颗
你说你有八颗他们也都会相信
你带上坏人的面具
老是恶言又恶语
会引起所有人讨厌你
你说的再怎么有诚意也没有人会相信
ba～魔术师带着小丑演戏
ba～壹周刊带着苹果游戏
我不会念了念rap的都是abc 我不是
abc abc abc

2005-08-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

was reading the latest superstar news on jason and candyce, jason said that someone among the 6 remaining contestants is acting dua pai. and he ranked junyang, weilian, weijian in his opinion. and in the english report it's a he, and in the chinese one it's the male 'ta' in bold. oh no! i think he's talking about weijian.

oh well, even jay chou is disliked by many people *shrugs*

and how is guan huai fang shi going to help him in scoring? that song doesnt have much gao di qi fu. and junyang's going to delibrately get a sore throat before singing the ah du song. HAHA.

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why cant we have shoebags of another colour? my brother got a nice blue plastic cup. and the words.. i think it'll be better if they're in white.

2005-08-07T18:02:00.000+08:00

finally back!! phwahhhhh. had a wonderful day. make that 2 =))

went for shopping yesterday afternoon, and we had so much fun changing and walking in and out of the changing rooms. and the curtains of the changing cubicles were er... hahaha. basically we dont need the curtains. haha.

i think i was the one who got tired first. and lucky i didnt wear any heels. i think i'll die after an hour. and the carrot cake i ate at taka. wah i tell you the moment i bite into that small thingy i felt so.. eh. touched? touched because of a carrot cake sounds weird, but nevermind haha. that thing is like even nicer than those in hk!!! omg omg. it's damn nice, really.

and i bought a pair of earrings!! so long since i last shopped. and all of them brought something home. damn. k la i got a pair of earrings. yay.

and the prom dress! i dont know if i should get that one. what if someone else wore the same thing as me? that'll be so embarassing. butttttttttt. see how la.

and the stayover!! i expect something nice for dinner when ger said alex ang's cooking -_- i went over, and saw 3 microwaved pizzas *wails* but it's okay, i digged enough food for myself =D

and imagine 3 girls lying on the bed with that super big facial mask! HAHA. we're not supposed to have any facial expression while doing the mask, but we kept laughing. i was surprised that the portion near the mouth didnt tear =x HAHA. and i was woken up by the wall clock! grrr.

and i think if i were to have scv with MTV, ESPN, channel V, zhong tian, dong feng, channel 55 and 56, i'm so going to fail my As.

zac told me supernova was on perfect 10 yesterday afternoon!! but i didnt have any radio or earpiece with me. argh damn. their songs are great. support them! hahaha.

AND I CAN WATCH WEIJIAN AND LEON SING THEIR AI ZHUAN DONG AGAIN. yoohooooo. and their solos. yayyyyyy!!!!

2005-08-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

i cant wait for tomorrow. yay!

it's been so long since i shopped. and suddenly i found out that i have loads of money to spend. yay. but i doubt i'll spend anything. the the company will be greatttttttt. nothing beats outing with girlfriends! nothing.

and after shopping will be as happening!! i have yet to stay over at ger's house. who knows we might have some special guests. hahaha.

hmm. i dont think anyone will be that blind.

2005-08-05T19:05:00.000+08:00

some people can never get their facts right. never.

when all the backstabbing starts, rumours and facts fly around at the same time. when it gets too saturated, the whole thing becomes a bit too childish. dont you think so? just like 2 kids fighting over a toy.

and the person whom started the fight is usually the person who denys that he started the fight.

it's 2 different things that you've caused. you betrayed the person whom you trusted most, and you twist the facts around. it's not as if i didnt anything that comes out from YOUR mouth. now, trying to act like a saint and 'it's not my fault at all!'.

and i guess only we know what we did. no second person can ever finds out if you keep quiet and pretend everything's none of your concern. really, a disgrace. you yourself know what you did. and everyone will pretend that we're innocent in front of our friends, isnt it?

it's really getting a bit too childish. yucks.

and anyway, the 2 groups are like 2 parallel lines which will never meet. so what's the point?

i didnt bring thing whole matter up. i guess the person knows it best.

call up for chats and trying to pick a fight for every chance you have. not everyone wants to be with popular people you know. you know what i'm talking about.

2005-08-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

I FEEL SO CHEATED.

all the info i got for the scores were wrong!!!!! why they post unreal stuff sia. grrrrrrrrr. but lucky kelly's still the highest scorer. yay.

and the judges were biaseddddd!! so much time spent on the highest 2 scorers. but maybe it's the person whom edited the show made it this way.

i still feel so cheated *wails*

2005-08-04T18:43:00.000+08:00

before this whole thing ends for me, i think i would like to clarify some stuff. they're only my opinions, i dont care if you agree with me.

first, i think that a big mouth is a person whom spill out other people's secrets when he/she was told not to, and not on people who were not told anything at all.

second, i think one should blame on their carelessness if others found out about their own stuff. things are lying around, and curiosity kills the cat. it might kill people too. if in the first place things were kept properly, no one will know about whatever things you have.

2005-08-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

when junyang opened his mouth, it's like JJ helping him singing at the backstage while he mouthed the words!! it's like too similar already. yes i like JJ, but isnt it weird if there are 2 people with similar voices in the singing industry? but junyang is really good la. and weilian indeed chose the wrong song.

although i support weijian, i expect weichoong to be in the finalssssss!!!!!!! now that he's gone, damn. yea lo shuhui, damn. hahaha.

went to check out the kang ding qing ge's lyrics, i wonder how sin huey got her 40 marks. guess she must be really great during yesterday's competition. and i cant wait to hear kelly sing!!

pan hui ru is very prettyyy~~

why is my drama becoming a ghost show? it's supposed to be a comedy -_-

2005-08-03T18:27:00.000+08:00

i think i'm going to spend all my money on the school's vending machine. nooooooooooo. but i wanted to buy everything inside just now =x hahaha.

i've mentioned it before and i'll say it again. vulgarity is to be used on things if there's a must, but definitely not on human beings.

and again, i'm a cancerian.

but then again, yuan yuan xiang bao he shi liao. haiis.

it's okay, today is project superstar day! yay.

2005-08-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

you fucked me, fucked them, and fucked her. so what's your problem. knnbccb.

think back on the incident in the morning, and the previous ones, i'm ready to explode. ROARRRRRR. i dont think they're funny at all.

2005-08-02T20:34:00.000+08:00

yawn.

yay i finished my essay. so i get to watch the sperm way video tomorrow during gp. hahaha. okay it's no big deal actually, just now i wont get chase out of the lt and do my essay outside.

and had a chat with cheryl during break. ah well.. i whacked the canteen table so many times. and i think i shouted a bit loud too =x but well.. i was to ji dong just now. she was too. we were not quarrelling la. hahaha.

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i may be loud, but i dont remembering making noise during your lesson. so dont pick on me!

and i'm a cancerian.

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saw a scene from huang se shou pa when i was walking past the living room. the father and his very small daughter was walkin along the railway track, talking. then suddenly they bent down and pressed their ears against the railway.

then a train went past and squashed them flat.

KIDDING la!! that was what i thought actually =x they were listening to some stuff la. so unrealistic. who the hell will go to the track and press their ear against it -_-

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ger called me asked if i can stay over her house this weekend. i thought suddenly why want a stayover. then she said she'll be alone this weekend, so she needs company. i was laughing at her humji-ness when she reminded me that it's the 7th month by then.

oops. hahaha.

2005-08-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

yay iweekly is here finally!!

the first sentence i saw on weijian's page was 'i heard that you broke up with your gf' WHY?!!??!?! and it seems like many people dislike hagen. he's okay whatttttttttt. no guys, i dont want to hear your opinions. i realise no guys like hagen.

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i'm sorry.. but i think i've lost trust in everything. if i interprete it correctly.. then.. yea. i'm sorry.

i think i have blogged enough for today.

2005-07-31T22:05:00.000+08:00

made salad for lunch!! okay i assisted in the making la =x and i realise my thumb is in a very awkward position while handling the knife. oh damnnnnn. i'm going to be a thumb handicapp forever *wails*

i told my mum i wanted a potato salad few days back, but we had too much fruits so we ending up having a fruit-with-a-bit-of-potato salad. but it was nice, still. i think i can finish a big wok of it in a day! but i want more potatoes.

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it's funny how guys can lie to their gfs about everything in the world. i've heard enough lies, and i'm hearing the exact same words, only that it doesnt matter to me this time. lies leads to the lost of trust. and after steoreotyping, i've come to a conclusion that people belong to that category behave the same. isnt that so? but in order to understand, we have to go through that first. ugly world.

and it's weird seeing people whom do not come from rich families spend money like drinking water. i didnt know that's the way to help the family to save. haha.

i'm not bring pessimistic. but that's what i see for the past 18 years. okay la, 18 years and 26 days.

2005-07-30T21:43:00.000+08:00

fuck.

i dont wish to explain the word above.

2005-07-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

've watching dramas and shows the moment i open my eyes. and i realised the conan i downloaded few weeks back were the ones i downloaded like a year or 2 ago. damn.

everytime i watch these shows, i have to pull myself back to reality every 30min. okay la, 15min la. no such fairy tale or ridiculous stuff in this world.